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i just want to kill myself....

fuck my life.
fuck my family.
fuck my "friends".

why should i live?
who would honestly care if i died...
that's right.
no one.

mtv movie awards...

in case you missed it...
here's the thinspo from the night:

let's go naked?

So I went shopping again today (I have to find something to wear to my sisters graduation tomorrow) I'm way too fucking fat. I hate myself. Whoever invented clothes was just some ass hole who wanted people to feel bad about themselves. Let's just all go naked? ... Except I'm way to fat to go naked....

i want to be skinny

Remember: Drink lots of water, exercise your ass off (literally) and if you must eat...make it only fruits and veggies (low cal ones)

summer = shorts :/

So summer is coming up...
My school officially let's out on friday (although I probably wont be going most of this week)

Summer = shorts

My legs are huge! I don't want people to see what I look like in shorts :/
I wish I could lose weight overnight.
Summer also means swim suits...I still do not look good in my swim suit. Fuck...I bought it like a month ago(?) And I still haven't lost enough to look good in it.

My friends and I didn't smoke yesterday. We were on our way to go buy it, when we got pulled over. Long story short the dumbass dealer was speeding and doesn't have his license and the car was "stolen" from his parents. We got a ride home in a cop car. Then we couldn't find anyone to get us bud. So we're going on Monday instead. Wish me luck with the munchies...

I decided that I'm going to start taking wheatgrass detox shots (or maybe buy the pills). They're healthy for you, and they can help you lose weight (: So I hope they work. (If any of you don't know what they are, google them. I suggest trying it. If you're fasting-it's suppost to help you lose a lot of weight. They aren't the best tasting, but it's worth it.)

Does anyone have any suggestions for me on new ways to burn a few extra calories in my day? Or quick workouts I could squeeze in after my other ones?

I want my legs to be that skinny....



a great day (:

Today had it's ups and downs but overall .... it was GREAT(:
I had an awesome time with two of my best friends. We didn't do much - but we can make a good time out of anything.
I didn't do so great on the eating :/ but hopefully my workouts made up for it.... I'll just add more workouts tomorrow.


Also, we ran into an old friend of ours. (And can I say how freakin' hot he is now?!) We're hanging out with him tomorrow. && We're gonna blaze (which means more munchies...:/ ) Wish me luck.