let's go naked?

So I went shopping again today (I have to find something to wear to my sisters graduation tomorrow) I'm way too fucking fat. I hate myself. Whoever invented clothes was just some ass hole who wanted people to feel bad about themselves. Let's just all go naked? ... Except I'm way to fat to go naked....

summer summer summer

So life's been up and down lately.

I gauged my ears more last night (they are now size 0) and now they hurt like a bitch.

I recently bought my ticket to see Kid Cudi next month (:

School's almost out. I have a week left. I'm DYING for it to be summer already. I want to be able to do my workouts when I want to (instead of having to squeeze them into my day)

Did anyone watch The Biggest Loser finale? AMAZING! So much thinspo! I was glad that one of the sisters one, although I was kinda hoping that Hannah would win.

I starting feeling fat and lazy when I realized that some of the people who were once hundreds of pounds, now weigh less than me. :/

Speaking of finales...Is anyone out there a fan of Glee? I love it. Heather Morris, Naya Rivera and Diana Agron are so skinny and so dang beautiful.

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Did any of you watch The Biggest Loser last night? Hannah and Olivia - Final two (: Yay!

I feel extra fat today :/ don't even get me started.
Why oh why am I such a fucking fat ass.

just thinspo today(:

I have much to say, and I'm too lazy to write it. Besides, I'll just bore you.
So here it is (:



fall seven times, stand up eight.

Yesterday, swimsuit shopping was actually kind of an inspiration to me. Of course my aunt called me fat the whole time, and I looked like I weighed 3,000 pounds in all of the swim suits, but I found one that was really cute. Which made me want to lose a bunch of weight to look better in it once summer gets here.

Today I'm home "sick". I have something called GERD that makes me throw up a lot of the time. So when I want excuses to not eat, or to get out of going to places, then I just say it's from GERD. Plus, it gives me excuses to throw up nasty food I've eaten.

Thinspo of today (:

Mila Kunis & Heather Morris.

You might recognize Mila from That 70's Show & Black Swan.

Heather from Glee.

Neither of them are Ana, but they're both really thin, and fit. (Heather is a dancer/choreographer) Sometimes it's nice for me to have thinspo of people who aren't necessarily anorexic. & They're both fun celebritites from shows we all know & love (: Well at least I LOVE them!

&& Betty:

Thanks hun (: That made me feel a bunch better. & You're right. My aunt's a bigger fat ass than I am. Lol.