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Tumblr is FULL of thinspo...I LOVE IT!

i just want to kill myself....

fuck my life.
fuck my family.
fuck my "friends".

why should i live?
who would honestly care if i died...
that's right.
no one.

mtv movie awards...

in case you missed it...
here's the thinspo from the night:

let's go naked?

So I went shopping again today (I have to find something to wear to my sisters graduation tomorrow) I'm way too fucking fat. I hate myself. Whoever invented clothes was just some ass hole who wanted people to feel bad about themselves. Let's just all go naked? ... Except I'm way to fat to go naked....

i want to be skinny

Remember: Drink lots of water, exercise your ass off (literally) and if you must eat...make it only fruits and veggies (low cal ones)

summer = shorts :/

So summer is coming up...
My school officially let's out on friday (although I probably wont be going most of this week)

Summer = shorts

My legs are huge! I don't want people to see what I look like in shorts :/
I wish I could lose weight overnight.
Summer also means swim suits...I still do not look good in my swim suit. Fuck...I bought it like a month ago(?) And I still haven't lost enough to look good in it.

My friends and I didn't smoke yesterday. We were on our way to go buy it, when we got pulled over. Long story short the dumbass dealer was speeding and doesn't have his license and the car was "stolen" from his parents. We got a ride home in a cop car. Then we couldn't find anyone to get us bud. So we're going on Monday instead. Wish me luck with the munchies...

I decided that I'm going to start taking wheatgrass detox shots (or maybe buy the pills). They're healthy for you, and they can help you lose weight (: So I hope they work. (If any of you don't know what they are, google them. I suggest trying it. If you're fasting-it's suppost to help you lose a lot of weight. They aren't the best tasting, but it's worth it.)

Does anyone have any suggestions for me on new ways to burn a few extra calories in my day? Or quick workouts I could squeeze in after my other ones?

I want my legs to be that skinny....



a great day (:

Today had it's ups and downs but overall .... it was GREAT(:
I had an awesome time with two of my best friends. We didn't do much - but we can make a good time out of anything.
I didn't do so great on the eating :/ but hopefully my workouts made up for it.... I'll just add more workouts tomorrow.


Also, we ran into an old friend of ours. (And can I say how freakin' hot he is now?!) We're hanging out with him tomorrow. && We're gonna blaze (which means more munchies...:/ ) Wish me luck.

summer summer summer

So life's been up and down lately.

I gauged my ears more last night (they are now size 0) and now they hurt like a bitch.

I recently bought my ticket to see Kid Cudi next month (:

School's almost out. I have a week left. I'm DYING for it to be summer already. I want to be able to do my workouts when I want to (instead of having to squeeze them into my day)

Did anyone watch The Biggest Loser finale? AMAZING! So much thinspo! I was glad that one of the sisters one, although I was kinda hoping that Hannah would win.

I starting feeling fat and lazy when I realized that some of the people who were once hundreds of pounds, now weigh less than me. :/

Speaking of finales...Is anyone out there a fan of Glee? I love it. Heather Morris, Naya Rivera and Diana Agron are so skinny and so dang beautiful.

blah blah blah

Did any of you watch The Biggest Loser last night? Hannah and Olivia - Final two (: Yay!

I feel extra fat today :/ don't even get me started.
Why oh why am I such a fucking fat ass.

The Biggest Loser!

I don't know about you...but I LOVE The Biggest Loser!
Plus, it's very insperational. I always find myself working out while I watch it, even if I wasn't planning on it in the first place. Then after the show I always do another workout.
The contestants on the show are great insperation too. If those totally obese, completely out of shape people can lose so much weight, then so can I!
& Two of the trainors have PERFECT bodies. (Although, Jillian looks too strong..)
So here's my post dedicated towards the biggest loser:

P.S. I just got back from a vacation, and although I burned more calories than I probably have in a long time, I didn't do to great eating wise. It was all fast food, and expensive restaurants. (I even ate french fries...) And since I was always in public places or around my family, I couldn't purge any of it! I feel soooo bad about myself. And today I was too tired to go to school, so now I can't even workout today cuz I told my family I'm "sick". At least it'll get me out of eating a lot.

when hope was high, and life worth living...

Whoops, I haven't been doing very good on posting. :/ Oh well..
Last night I saw my sisters' high school production of Les Mis. And as much as I hate to admit it, I LOVED IT! It was truely amazing! Best high school play I've ever seen.

Anyway... It's so much harder to stick to my workouts with school here. I can't wait for summer when I can do my right workouts at the right time! (Instead of having to squeeze them into my day!) Food wise, I've been doing better than I was before, but still not very good... I'll have too work on that. I've decided I'm cutting out a bunch of things from my diet (for my stomache problems-well at least that's why I'm saying I am) So basically I'll be able to live off of salad, green veggies and apples and no one can say shit about it (: Yay!

I can't wait to start Power 90 (: