when hope was high, and life worth living...

Whoops, I haven't been doing very good on posting. :/ Oh well..
Last night I saw my sisters' high school production of Les Mis. And as much as I hate to admit it, I LOVED IT! It was truely amazing! Best high school play I've ever seen.

Anyway... It's so much harder to stick to my workouts with school here. I can't wait for summer when I can do my right workouts at the right time! (Instead of having to squeeze them into my day!) Food wise, I've been doing better than I was before, but still not very good... I'll have too work on that. I've decided I'm cutting out a bunch of things from my diet (for my stomache problems-well at least that's why I'm saying I am) So basically I'll be able to live off of salad, green veggies and apples and no one can say shit about it (: Yay!

I can't wait to start Power 90 (:

don't just wish for it, work for it.

So I don't have much time to post right now, I'm leaving in just a second to go swim suit shopping. FML right? My aunt already called me fat when we were talking about it this morning. Bitch!

So I have an e-mail ana buddy, and she's awesome (: I love her. I didn't really think I'd grow too close to anyone, but she really seems like a friend (: We talk about a lot of other stuff besides eating, or lack of.

I really think I'm going to do Power 90. My dad says he'll probably get it for me after May 6. (We're saving money for a trip.)

I haven't eaten at all today. And when I do, I'm just going to eat grape fruit. I'll see how hungry... I get later. But I'm going to workout when I get home from shopping I think. Yoga sounds great right now (: Plus, I'll need to do Cardio. Wish me luck.


&& Betty:
It's fine (: Lol I was just surprised that I had followers so soon. Thanks for reading. I hope I don't disappoint you.

FML.

Today didn't go as good as planned. Of course.

I went with my mom today and she took me to the movie, and bought popcorn, then out to eat, then out for ice cream. FML. & My mom was with me every second, so I couldn't even go throw it up.

Plus I weighed myself today, and I haven't lost anything! I'm so mad and upset! I'll have to stick better to my diet and exercising.

I'm going to exercise and get a good night sleep (hopefully). I slept like shit last night. Plus I'm getting sick! Life sucks right now...

Tomorrow I'm being forced by my aunt to go swimsuit shopping. Greattt.... I'll get to see how big of a fucking fat ass I look in a swimsuit. Perfect after just finding out that all my hard work and exercising hasn't paid off.
But on the bright side I'm thinking about doing Power 90. (Exercise workout vid) If anyone's done it, please comment and tell me how it is. I'm excited!

Also I was suprised to find that I have 4 followers already. It's only been a day. I thought this blog was basically just going to be for me, and maybe I'd get a couple followers after a few months. So thanks everyone (: It makes me feel kinda good. Feel free to comment, make suggestions, and even ask questions. Or if it's private I can just give you my e-mail.

Also there's a link to it at the top of my blog, but it's kinda hard to see. If anyone's looking for some good thinspo, and realistic thinspo I have a photobucket account with a bunch of thinspo on it.

&& Heather:

Thanks for the comment! I appriciate it. It's hard to have to deal with. I'm sure we all wish that it was much easier to be skinny... Good luck with everything, and be careful hun.